Oliver Hail || May 4, 1993|| 20 years old || Male || Grey-Asexual/bisexual
Two blackbirds on a highway sign.
Are laughing at me at four in the morning.
Oliver is a rather tall man, standing at 6'4. He is kinda skinny but not terribly. The last master he had before they rescued him and he was put in a mental ward kept him well fed, allowing him to eat often unlike most of his other master's who had let him go long periods of time with no food. He has dark brown hair and blue eyes and nice features. Around his eyes is always dark, even when he does have sleep and he has pale skin. Unlike other's with the same fate Oliver had, Oliver doesn't have to many bad scars. The only scars hey bears that are terribly noticeable are on his thighs. He has no body modifications, though he would have liked to have at least a few tattoos he was never allowed.
fc: Dallon Weekes
They played the war drum out of time
Oliver is skittish to say the least. He likes to try to go unnoticed, sticking to shadows and walking with his head low. Everything he does is to please people. He wont do anything unless directly told he can, and doing everything he is told to do no matter how much he doesn't want to. His whole personality is basically built up from how he was trained. Don't speak unless spoken to, don't ask questions, do not expect anything from anyone, and do what you're told.
Before he got caught up in human trafficking Oliver was a lively boy. He had plenty of friends and had a good relationship with his family. He played soccer for a local team, got good grades. His life was good. Well, at first it was good anyways. After a series of unfortunate events happened in his home life Oliver turned to drugs and became more bitter. While he used to be nice and friendly, happy to talk to anyone he quickly became more irritable and angry with everyone.
Basically, it is Oliver's past that shapes his personality. He doesn't do well under stress and has frequent panic attacks when faced with stressful situations or immense pain. Oliver also has issues making choices, seeing as all of his choices are typically made for him.
Don't mistake the fact the Oliver hardly ever falls in love as it impossible for him to love someone. Usually if he is in a relationship (which it would be quiet easy to manipulate him into a relationship as he does whatever he is told) he thinks he is just being used for his partners own pleasure. If he does happen to truly love someone he is terribly protective over them, very defensive. He gets jealous easily over anyone who would manage to steal his lover's attention. Oliver often thinks of himself of used up and unwanted anyways. How could anyone want someone who has been used by so many other strangers?
Oliver also has a low sex drive. The thought of sex actually does not appeal him, in most cases it makes him sick to the stomach now. He had been used up and forced into sex so often that every time someone even hints at having sex with him all he can imagine it being like is how it always has been for him. It has always been painfully rough and without his consent. Oliver thinks of rape when he thinks of sex. He thinks it will always be like that. Even though he does identify as gray-asexual though, he will preform sexual actions if asked cause he was taught that if he refuses he is beat then forced into it anyways.
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So I'm not sure where I've been marching.
As you could have guessed by now, Oliver was a sex slave. When he was younger he got into drugs, cocaine in particularly. He was in the wrong neighborhood, with a drug dealer when he'd gotten knocked up on drugs and the next thing he knew he was kidnapped by a nice, rich looking man. This man who kidnapped the 16 year old Oliver had no job but a nice house. He kidnapped young boys, trained them how to be good sex slaves, then sold them off.
Oliver struggled against the man for the first few months, but he was eventually "broken in." He followed every order given, ate when he was given permission, moved when given permission, and basically everything he did had to be approved of. After he was sold off at his first human trafficking auction, he was taken home with rough looking man. While the man who first kidnapped him and trained him looked fancy and well dressed this man was messy and looked always drunken. This man was rough with Oliver, and even when Oliver did everything right he was beat constantly. He was with this man for a year at the most, being rented out to other men who would have him for maybe a day or at least an hour before being sent back to his master. His first master was probably his worst.
After he was sold to the next man, and the next and the next. Each time he had slightly different experiences but over all similar. Constantly being raped, constantly being told what to do and tortured daily with no say in anything, and always being locked inside. The only time he was allowed outside was at night, and more than often that was only for him to be taken to the next auction.
It was 5 long years of this treatment before with his final master, and probably his favorite if he had to pick one, the cops found him. Him and the other "pets" "whores" or whatever you would want to call them were released. Even though his final master was more gentle with Oliver, stopping during sexual acts if Oliver began crying her hyperventilating unlike the others and not beating him as much Oliver was more than happy to leave. He hated all of his masters but it just so happens his last one was nicest to him.
After he was rescued he was questioned by cops. It was hard for Oliver, he didn't know what to say most the time and was crying the entire time. After some discussion, they decided he was fucked up enough to be put in a mental ward.
I wanna be strong, but it's not easy anymore.